I have no excuse to not have written anything for quite some time. Its like, you start to write, and you have all these things you wanna say, but as time passes, the whole novelty of blogging/publishing just wears off. And it becomes this thing where it has stopped being about writting for yourself, but writting for the people who read it. And I cant do that kind of thing. I'm just not the kind of person who has extremely interesting experiences to talk about.
Let the rain fall, and wash away my yesterdays..
Today was, forgive the overused cliche, hell. It was math. If you ask my mum, she'll tell you I'm "not having the proper mindset". If you ask my teachers, they'll say, "she doesn't have the aptitude for math". If you ask me, I'll just tell you that maths is as useful as used toilet paper. Dirty and stupid.
I'm not stupid. I know that. I can write beautiful words, I can create, imagine, dream and live. It just saddens me that people judge intelligence by how well you do in math and science.
And that's just wrong.
If I prefer words to numbers, does that make me stupid? Hell no. It makes me creative. I always had more fun with abstract concepts, and maths leaves no room for freedom. It stifles the flame, extinguishes it before it becomes a full fledged fire.
And that's boring. To hell with it I say!
A lot has happened since today and last time I actually bothered to update. Comments were made, tears were shed, and apologies were mumbled.
We're young, stupid, and impressionable. Show me a teenager who has their feet planted firmly on the ground and I'll show you one who can't button his jeans. We make comments sometimes, thinking it to be funny. But we kinda forget that others don't.
SIgh. I'm sensitive. Go figure.
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