There's a first for everything

I have decided that i owe it to myself, and to my waning sanity to be able to get the ramblings from my head out. My brain is too crowded, and i need a place for my new creations. This blog will be fairly boring to anyone who doesn't understand the golden rule; I rarely make sense. If you're looking to live vicariously through whatever I have to say, or are hoping to stumble upon a juicy scandal, i'm sorry, but i suggest you stop reading.

I gave ample warning, i'm boring. I walk into doors on a daily basis. Not on purpose of course. I haven't been living in the real world for quite some time now. I much prefer the world i've created in my head. As you've guessed, or maybe not, i'm that kind of person that can be sitting serenely while everything around me is being ripped apart.

Yea. I'm weird like that.

I love words. Words are the best. Words can lie, words can manipulate, words can hurt. Words words words. I like to think that what i write, the words i use, may make a small impact on whoever is at the receiving end of it. Words while plainly obvious, can stand for double meanings. You can't trust words, yet we are so dependent on them. Isnt that ironic? English by far, is my best subject. Anything to do with language pulls me in. I love words. Sigh.

I hate maths. I hate numbers. We don't get along. 

I love music, its huge part of who i am. I know many people may say this, but i'm not saying this just for the heck of it. Music is very important to me. I believe that there is a song for every emotion and every thing you go through. Every song has a story to tell. Except for pop songs. Sorry pop songs, but you totally ruined the music scene. The thing i look for in a song, would be the lyrics. I love words remember. I listen to mostly obsecure bands. I like it that way. It feels more personal that way, you can pretend that the band wrote that song just for you. Musicians can't lie. They effectively pour everything out into their songs.

I love to read and write(again, obsession with words). I love to read. Books provide you with the comfort of knowing that after a few chapters, and as the book comes to an end, the charectar's problems are solved. I wish life w as that simple. Make all the mistakes you want, but by the end, you have your happy ending. Books also allow you to experience the same things the charectar does, but through a glass wall, so you can always pull yourself out and watch it objectively.

Same goes for theatre. Drama, acting, is something i can relate to very well, and i feel that there is no one person who is completely honest about themselves. There'll always be that one thing you wouldn't want anyone else to know. Abstract, non linear ideas and concepts make most sense to me, because thats how i think. Things aren't always black and white. You gotta look at the grey areas as well.

As much as i love words, i am a compulsive bad speller. 

You'll be amazed at the secrets I keep

My life's the flames in a house of cards.

In this world, you'll learn that everyone lies.

Lies for Liars.

(music playing: House Of Cards-Madina Lake)