You know, its hard. Its hard to pretend, its hard to be indifferent, and its hard to be around you. You give off this impression where I think you hate me, but it doesn't make sense.
I DON'T KNOW YOU.
Don't make face value judgements of me, because you lack the balls to even talk to me in the first place. So grow up, wear those big kid undies and shut up. I don't appriciate you acting like a bitchy, pmsy girl from secondary school. Aren't you a little too old for these games?
Sigh. Things don't seem to be going very well here on the project or group front, because I may or may not have ruined the project cuz i was confused and nervous and may/ maynot have rambled shit. I'm leaning towards me ruining things.
GAH.
I think its sad really, that mostly everyone in my class *ahem ahem*
It makes me think that i'm becoming a very bitchy person. I'm turning into the secondary school girl again. I'm scared, and I don't want to be that person anymore.
I AM SAD.
SIGH. My blog posts have stopped being about anything of consequence anymore. And I hate it.
I liked it better when I was cryptic and confusing and delusional while all the while hinting at a greater meaning/message.
I didn't get an A1 in english for no reason.
I hate what i have become. Vapid and unspired. Tired and boring. So bleh.
I need to find my "muse" again.
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