Disgusting

It's disgusting how I love you

I can't take it

I should hate you

You know, its currently exam period over here at RP(retarded poly) as my friends and I affectionately refer to it. We're having UTs, which in normal people speak means Understanding Tests. As its name suggests, its a test to see if we understood whatever we have learnt in the months. Of course, I think its ridiculous to have exams at all in poly, but hey, that's just me.

I can't wait for my next semester to start. Awesome shit I tell you. There's modules on human anthropology studies, and other artsy things that I live for. Finally the days of maths and science are over. Imagine my shock when I realised that I would still be plagued by nightmares of algebric equations and trigonometry formulas even after burning all my math books after graduating from secondary school. I mean honestly, in a course called New Media, I didn't expect maths or science. I still have nightmares about books chasing me, screaming out useless formulas. *shudder*

My sister asked me to open a tumblr account, but after considering, I decided not to create one. Even if having a blogger account makes me an old fashioned loser, there is no way I could possibly limit myself to a short post accompanied by a picture. Becuase I can't write paragraphs. I write fucking novels. Haha. I've always wanted to say that.

But I have decided to include pictures, because I figured that if I was to immerese myself into the media, I should make use of all media outlets. Yes, the computers are a media outlet, but I wanted to have pictures to follow my long ramblings.

I realised something, I don't always have to blog about something of consquence. Its not like just because I don't talk about philosophical bullshit all the time doesn't mean that what I talk about is any less important right? As I've said, you can't judge how a person feels, its not fair, and what gives you the right to put a price on other people's feelings?

As I'm sitting on the bus, on the way home, I'm thinking about one of my friends. And I'm debating if I should disclose his name, or if I should keep it a secret. I don't really know why on my blog anonimity is important, but I feel like unless it's a positive situation, I shouldn't tell people who I'm talking about. Its not like its a rule, its just my own personal rule.