Fear

I am so scared.

So very extremely, completely scared for tomorrow.

We're starting school, and along with a new semester comes a new class. I am not looking forward to this AT ALL. Because I think I am socially awkward and will be unable to hold a deccent conversation with any of my new classmates. I feel so lost, so backed into a corner, because Sab knows someone from orientation in her class and Jon the lucky bastard has one of our ex classmates in his class, and I just feel like the only one who doesn't know anyone.

I'm not sure what this new class is going to be like, but I feel like i'm already not going to fit in. That kind of thinking is always dangerous, because when you psyche yourself out, chances are, things will go horribly wrong for you. I just want to be normal and have friends yea, but I'm not so sure about it, I mean i was so nervous I spent the whole of yesterday night thinking of my introduction to the class. I MEAN COME ON. I FUCKING PLANNED MY INTRODUCTION SPEECH. FUCK MY LIFE.

I am so scared yea, that everyone will move on.