Walking Travesty

Dear Person.

I deleted this post about a million times, and even then I wasn't too sure about anything. I can't write anymore. I don't have the words. Nothing. i feel like just watching tv. I dont know what to do. i cant write. I cant write. I cant write anymore. And this is not one of those short phases where I say i cant write, then come up with a post about a week later. I really cant write anymore. I dont know why. I feel like one pf those people who get so absorbed by their own words in thier heads that they can't vocalise it anymore. Those people who have seemed to completely given up on trying to use words, so they just stop. Stop. Stop. Stop.

I cant di this. I cant not write.

I need to write.

Need to.